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    New month.
    Waves of creativity.
    Creating deja vu.
    Usual stuff.
    Infinity disappointment.


      27.05.2018

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      25.05.2018

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      14.30

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      23.05.2018

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      17.05.2018

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      Infinity disappointment.


      15.05.2018

      First of all I am not crazy fan, but I just can’t be quiet. I read infinity reviews of this movie, which were in every newsletter which I received. Most of all I liked article with “stone which helps find socks.” Everyone already used their wit and poison to this epic story about Violet Minion which destroyed half of Universe. Till last minute I waited when they use jam like was in cartoon and win.

      Fans cried and described in all details storyline, but when you saw this in person it gave you other emotions. At first it’s dangerous to watch people with depression or some troubles, even glued jokes can’t change all mood of film with motto “roads to cemetery”. In second part they will probably explain all somehow and based of duality of universe it will be more optimist battle with Eros.

      Till the end I waited for some strategy or plan. It was biathlon with more or less successful shots. First ten minutes is just one word – why? Why you happily saved Asgardians to kill them in space? Was it forgotten end of Ragnarok? Such easy killing of immortals, really? And I was without result waited that Tor’s one eye will make him equal to Odin and bring some sacred knowledges. I don’t mention all killing of characters, half of them were unknown to me. Some ideas of creator’s inspiration explained to me returning of Agent Smith, long live to glitch.

      I read that fans was disappointed, I was busy in searching for characters arcs, but didn’t find it between switching from one setting to other. Meanwhile every battle was on pause and waited for new change of locations. Easiness with which in one film evil hero with broken heart received what he want showed that characters tired of battles and it was best solution. All plans and ideas failed, some because of such weak reasons that they can’t be found or mentioned.

      Like tune which distracted me all the time was idea of “The Langoliers”. Yes, it’s normal horror where can’t be happy ending.

      On the other side script is inspiring in idea that you could break all rules and people will watch this for two and half hours. Most sad in all this story that Marvel lost own style – smile, without this it became too equal to daily reality and lost all therapeutic effect which made it’s name.

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      Usual stuff.


      14.05.2018

      Were problems with electricity and now it should be solved on rules of our system and somehow should be found who should remade this accident. Usual stuff which blow up my mind and made problematic all kinds of planning.

      After that I found out that site didn't work for some time, they also have problem with electricity. Life and work without internet more difficult, but it's usual stuff as I mentioned above.

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      10.05.2018

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      14.00

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      8.05.2018

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      13.05

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      Creating deja vu.


      7.05.2018

      Like all normal writers I don’t remember and reread all my previous stories. Especially it’s true about stories which wasn’t in revision’s hell. I don’t know them by heart. I wrote about story which I tried to write on Saturday, anything to spend time not on revising. It had idea about one motive which I thought to add, but problem that I tried to put there too many motives. And in the end story became tasteless and not clear.

      Most scary for me was when I figured out how to solve this, I remembered that already wrote story with same plot. When written too many it’s became real frighten. I all the time afraid that create deja vu. Probably not every reader will read all my texts, but I will know it and that is enough.

      There are lot of characters which I created, but didn’t publish. They always not on the first place because exists plays to which I want to add – to be continued.

      I know there is nothing new in storytelling, but I didn’t want to repeat myself. Now I am in search in my archives of character who could have habit of sketching and made this part of story. The more I revise the more I think that I should also work on my drawing. It’s skill and there I am not afraid if repeat someone, it will be my act of proud if I manage it. I have one character as perfect for that, but it’s more holiday cozy mysteries style, ocean and yachts – usual stuff…

      I just try to make published all my writing. And I liked that short story form challenged my lexicon in English this time I searched for name of one garden instrument. In prose you need more active vocabulary and this is what I am looking for now.

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      Waves of creativity.


      5.05.2018

      There always is hope that somehow you could control your creative life and in this you could be more or less creative on demand.

      Reality is one power which changes your opinion. In my short story I found tentacles of repair motive. It’s normal when for few months you live in that. I know that wish for perfect home could be endless, but if I think life in such circumstances is normal it’s big troubles in perception.

      So, I am revising short story. Every time there are new mistakes or plot holes which should be saved. Music, even relaxing is distracting. Like usual listened to ocean waves and on mind came new story, don’t connected with this characters. At first I thought it’s a story about aspiring writer. I didn’t like it, but started to write. Many times I teared up drafts which didn’t want to write further.

      After few written pages I saw that it’s different story and it was about other person, interesting for me character. Sure, it doesn’t connected with my recent work, but I always listen to such stories. They always came in busy time and I stop to give them chance to be heard.

      Usually after that I start proper research and some possibility for outline. Work will begin latter and if I will be lucky it will end on painful stage of revising. But first meeting is always accidental. Such stories are always some mix of all themes which I thought about, it could be more than ten year interests. Most important that they unite in itself few fields and for me they are important and not predictable at the same time.

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      New month.


      1.05.2018

      Beginning of new month, I deleted previous month of blog.

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