Kateryna Aksonova. POETRY.

poetry-by-Kateryna-Aksonova





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      I want to talk to you without words.
      Just eyes to eyes, without letters.
      I want to choose a quiet breath of hearts.
      Just silence and tranquillity, without language.
      31.10.2015


      203
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      Like leaves from the trees
      My dreams and hopes became yellow.
      Playful wind will catch them.
      Even as rustle under feet, they are still here.
      31.10.2015


      202
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      Where did I do wrong?
      When I choose not right?
      Why I still alone?
      I have only flame,
      without twin.
      31.10.2015


      201
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      Why believe in soul mate?
      To be yourself, to stop pretend.
      Why believe in day and night?
      They will come in proper time.
      Why wait for soul mate?
      To live in whole in good and bad.
      To know that you are heard and to listen.
      To wait for next day and next action.
      30.10.2015


      200
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      Sometimes I want to have a box for wishes
      The one, which never came true.
      Dream and hopes which lost in life, were dear to me.
      No, I can’t do it, they are forget for now.
      I need big box for wishes which only will come true.
      Few people will call it to do list for angels.
      24.10.2015


      199
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      Do I believe in muse?
      Yes and often,
      when ideas came from nowhere in their glory.
      Do I wait for muse?
      No and never,
      I am always ready with a pen and paper.
      Do I hear voice of muse?
      Yes as whisper in quiet night
      or
      in pauses in work of electric drill.
      24.10.2015


      198
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      To be strong, to be successful, to be flawless
      To be part of someone else dream and vision of life.
      To be unbeatable, to be purposeful, to be prosperous
      And if you have spare time or force – be yourself.
      24.10.2015


      197
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      They said loneliness make emptiness in your heart.
      It’s not worth to listen.
      Disappointment, anger, despair made holes in your heart.
      Loneliness make thin shield for love in your heart.
      It’s fragile and could be destroyed just with one gentle touch.
      It’s brittle and can’t protect love from one wrong word.
      And with broken heart you won’t be empty inside
      Shards of love will fulfil you.
      24.10.2015


      196
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      If it is important it will hurt.
      If it is valuable it will bring competition.
      If it is enjoyable it will attract distractors.
      If it is yours it will not be in stranger’s hands.
      24.10.2015


      195
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      I saw you in my dreams
      Not distinct image which I could recognize
      Just feeling of safeness and right.
      I know it was dream about you.
      24.10.2015


      194
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      I don’t know where are you.
      I only could hope that you exist in the same time as I.
      I wait for our first meeting, when our roads will cross
      I try not to be gullible, but are you exist?
      24.10.2015


      193
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      Daily I try to find right words.
      Weekly I add new trouvaille to my vocabulary.
      I spend hundred hours on it.
      What for, if one kiss will explain everything?
      24.10.2015


      192
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      I have inside my heart secret.
      I have inside my heart knowledge.
      I have inside my heart hope
      When I met you I will recognize You.
      18.10.2015


      191
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      I want you to be near me when my tears are on cheeks.
      I want you to be near me when I want to show you something fun.
      I want you to be near me at day and in night.
      I want you to be near me.
      18.10.2015


      190
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      Someday you will find me
      Or I stop to wait
      and find you first.
      It won’t be important in which order.
      Important will be only that we are together.
      18.10.2015


      189
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      Waiting for day when I meet you
      It’s like wait for Christmas or own birthday.
      You expect something special, you make plans.
      In contrast to you, Christmas and birthday are yearly.
      18.10.2015


      188
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      Perfect Divine love?
      Longing for soul mate?
      What do I need?
      Shoulder to cry, hand for support.
      9.10.2015


      187
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      Sacred duo, searching for another half
      It helps in sleepless night
      It helps in rainy day.
      You just need eyes which see your soul.
      9.10.2015


      186
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      If I know address where to find your
      I will wrote a long letter.
      If I know phone number how to reach you
      I will speak to your voice.
      If I know at least who are you
      I won't be clueless, like now.
      9.10.2015


      185
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      I feel your presence in the wind
      I hear your voice in the water
      I catch your smell in empty room
      I just can't find your face inside of crowd.
      9.10.2015


      184
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      We didn't met jet, but we are connected.
      In letters of the name which you whisper at night.
      In sight of sadness that we are not together.
      We are connected,
      just make a step and make it truth.
      9.10.2015


      183
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      Dancing light of love or it's just the tune.
      Awakening each morning to knew that it will be this day.
      Smiling to the clouds, hope you will wait for me.
      Dancing hand in hand, when fate will connect us.
      9.10.2015


      182
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      All days which we live apart taught us to be together.
      All nights which we were lonely give us strength to wait.
      All people which we met gave us their sparkle to light the way.
      Who will show us how to recognize each other?
      9.10.2015


      181
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      You will came from nowhere
      I will believe that you my soul mate.
      You will say I again was wrong
      We are twin flames and we at least together.
      5.10.2015


      180
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      I never dreamed that will wait meeting with you
      I never wished to find my part, my twin and be a whole.
      I never hoped that it will be so important to me.
      I never stop, until I’ll find you.
      5.10.2015

      179
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      I want forget about sadness
      I wish forget about tears
      I want to know when I’ll see you
      It worth all, to be together.
      3.10.2015


      178
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      Full day long be together, like reward
      Smile, talk, forget about previous problems
      Stupid happiness of daily life
      I am jealous to people who are around you.
      I am not among them.
      Do you care?
      3.10.2015


      177
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      You miss me like I miss you
      You miss me day and night.
      You miss me like a wind miss candle.
      You miss me like a rain miss sun.
      3.10.2015


      176
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      I am thinking of you when you are sad
      I am smiling to you when you wait it
      I am dreaming of you when I need it
      I am walking to you step by step.
      3.10.2015


      175
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      Love will break your heart
      Usual story from cold people.
      Love will destroy your life
      Refrain from one who never see the sky.
      Love will make you stronger
      Whispers angel in the ear.
      3.10.2015


      174
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      I miss talking with you,
      when we didn’t say a word.
      I miss your hands which hug me,
      because I don’t know how it feels.
      I miss your kiss,
      my lips hope it like a wind kiss.
      I miss you because I know -
      today you again walk on another street.
      3.10.2015


      173
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      Shadows of love are everywhere
      Make one more step and you’ll reach.
      Shadows of trust covered by lie
      Make one more step and truth win.
      Shadows of love dancing with dreams
      Make one more step and find your love.
      Shadows of dreams like fog in the morning
      Open your eyes and find new way.
      1.10.2015


      172
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      I didn’t meet you yet
      I didn’t know how you breath at night
      I have no idea – why you
      But I miss you like no one on the Earth.
      26.09.2015


      171
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      I should be close to you
      I hoped it will be that way
      Yesterday, today, tomorrow.
      I wish you feel the same
      Draught from side
      where I supposed to be.
      26.09.2015


      170
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      You feel safe, you feel loved
      You feel cared and your wings straightened.
      It’s my thoughts, my breath
      give you power to fly in the sky.
      Fly high, you could notice me
      And came to place where you belong.
      26.09.2015


      169
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      You are in my heart
      Like you are in my dreams.
      You are in my soul
      My smile and my tears
      Only at day I notice
      emptiness, you didn’t come yet.
      26.09.2015


      168
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      Feel fine, feel warm, feel safe.
      You know all emotions, they are with you.
      To know what is great, heat, sheltered
      You had at first to meet me.
      26.09.2015


      167
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      I believe in soul mate
      Like I believe in fog in the morning.
      I believe that love you
      Like I believe that don’t know you.
      I believe that we will met
      Like I believe in twilight before night
      I believe that all was worth it
      Like I believe that you search for me.
      26.09.2015


      166
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      It happens, day when all went wrong.
      Rain in the middle of the walk,
      Wind which doesn’t give a chance to umbrella.
      Tears which run by the cheeks
      Mascara which leaves drops of sadness.
      Day when all went wrong
      And you was far away
      You didn’t know how it was.
      I hope your day was better,
      My dear second part of heart.
      26.09.2015


      165
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      In cold morning frost there is
      first breeze of winter.
      In warm sunny days there are
      last kisses of summer.
      21.09.2015


      164
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      Air is clear, smell of autumn is everywhere
      Warm days are part of past
      Strong wind and heavy rain are busy
      They clean colours which left after summer.
      21.09.2015


      163
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      Leaves changed colours from green
      to red, yellow, brown.
      Leaves are our memories of warm summer
      which became part of autumn dirt.
      21.09.2015


      162
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      Patchwork carpet on the ground,
      Bright spots on the trees
      Sun gives us last warm days
      To remember during long winter.
      21.09.2015


      161
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      Leaves drop without stop.
      Rain plays with them on streets.
      Multicoloured flotilla tries to find
      way to the big water,
      without result.
      21.09.2015


      160
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      Year after year, we all are sad in autumn
      we are afraid of not life,
      falling of leaves still scared all.
      Why still we think that have to be in mourning?
      When nature just changing one attire to another.
      16.09.2015


      159
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      Morning bird songs became croaks of raven
      Withered flowers cowered with fallen leaves.
      Autumn is not end of life, it’s recreation
      Tranquillity before new beginning.
      16.09.2015


      158
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      Melancholy of autumn is best for writing poetry
      Summer days are too sunny, too joyful and full of life
      Autumn gives time for thinking, time for sadness
      We need autumn like cry with submission of problems.
      16.09.2015


      157
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      Blossom of leaves in autumn
      Are as beautiful as flowers.
      It’s curtain call of nature
      Before white winter.
      16.09.2015


      156
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      Sadness in autumn, usual feeling.
      Sadness for summer with warm full days.
      Sadness for attempts which didn’t complete.
      Happiness in harvesting after hard work.
      16.09.2015

      155
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      I wanted to write an ode to autumn
      I dreamed to write about all colourful leaves.
      I planned to find new words to describe what I feel.
      Rusting leaves became quiet after the rain.
      My poems suddenly loose all crispy taste
      And became just varicoloured mud under my shoes.
      9.09.2015


      154
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      Shamefacedly flowers withered,
      They didn’t appreciated new season.
      Colours of shades of fire,
      Now they are everywhere
      won over the summer days.
      Nature gives us new view
      Every time like at first time.
      For never boring, for ever longing.
      9.09.2015


      153
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      September, cold fog in the morning.
      September, umbrella in hand in the wind.
      September, farewell warm days, tender as kiss.
      September, first days of waiting for spring.
      9.09.2015


      152
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      I want to write poem on every leaves under my shoes.
      I want to dance with every rush of wind.
      I want to cry with every drop of rain.
      I want to write more poems,
      have less tears.
      9.09.2015


      151
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      What is the colour of autumn?
      Is it yellow, red or brown.
      What is sound of autumn?
      Wind at night and whisper of leaves.
      9.09.2015


      150
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      Quietly leaves falling to the ground.
      On tiptoe comes cold nights.
      All summer we were afraid of that colours.
      And now just charmed with shadows of life.
      9.09.2015


      149
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      Of course, I don’t believe in your weakness.
      Only cowardliness and self pity can create you.
      You are not weak you are unstable
      Like leaf which hold to branch
      and will destroyed by the wind.
      9.09.2015


      148
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      Where from you have your strength?
      I haven’t strength,
      I have roots and branches.
      I watch nature and find a way to survive.
      Did you ever believe that tree cries about previous year leaves?
      9.09.2015


      147
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      Autumn gives us colours which are always nice
      Autumn gives us sky which is perfectly blue
      Autumn gives us rains which helps to feel again
      Autumn gives us hope that all will pass,
      like this leaves.
      9.09.2015


      146
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      I hate that all poems about autumn remember death.
      Leaves fall to ground, they are gone.
      But tree is stay alive, it has all live inside.
      It will survive and wait for next spring,
      to relieve again.
      9.09.2015


      145
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      Not intentionally I made one step further.
      I have no idea what will wait me next.
      I just allow myself to find a way
      Where run sun light from my window.
      2.09.2015


      144
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      Light from the lantern
      Tries to come into my room.
      I left for it little loop-hole.
      At least he doesn’t ask question.
      2.09.2015


      143
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      Haze in the morning.
      Dry leaves crunches under shoes.
      Haziness in feelings.
      New beginning under branches of trees.
      2.09.2015


      142
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      Defencelessness such weak state of life.
      Defenceless every shoot is find a target
      Defence against every enemy
      Defence for daily peace.
      2.09.2015


      141
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      Deliberately were left thorns of this road.
      Coward never try to walk few steps.
      Careful will walk tip-toes slowly.
      Only dreamer never notice thorns,
      with wings it’s not important.
      2.09.2015


      140
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      Hands are steeped in words
      Eyes drop feelings on paper.
      Heart sends sentences to the veins.
      Just to save life in Courier 12.
      29.08.2015


      139
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      What left after all pain?
      Not much.
      A little bit of strength.
      Handful of odd memories
      And brooklet with hope.
      27.08.2015


      138
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      Fear creeps upon heart in moonless night.
      Light of light stand tries to stop them.
      Awful fears which are thoughts.
      They always lies in wait for wondering mind.
      29.08.2015


      137
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      I strove to understand why.
      I forget to knew how.
      I forgive to wait when.
      I run to find where.
      29.08.2015


      136
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      A sombre sky like mirror of my soul.
      Drops on the grass are sisters of my tears.
      Unforgettable beverage of previous tries.
      Like the sun dry earth,
      it lighted my sombre mood.
      29.08.2015


      135
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      Lament like a part of news.
      Hope like forget feeling.
      Emptiness of words with promises.
      Twirl of daily life.
      27.08.2015


      134
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      I got bogged down by my sorrows.
      I listened lullaby of deep pains.
      I searched for way out and lost.
      I know all mistakes and I’ll try one more.
      29.08.2015


      133
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      Futile pain, poisoned tears.
      It was. It was. Forgive.
      One more chance, one more life.
      Beginning of new day,
      Beginning of new try.
      31.08.2015


      132
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      Fluidity of minutes disturbed by hard thoughts
      Words captivated above emotions.
      Drop by drop pain find her way
      On the paper to next step – to burn.
      27.08.2015


      131
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      It is easy to became thrall of news.
      It could be nice to became thrall of passions.
      It is difficult to search a for freedom
      If you prefer to be a thrall
      of something or someone.
      29.08.2015


      130
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      Barefoot on the morning grass.
      Barefoot on the wet sea sand.
      Barefoot on the sharp stones.
      Barefoot,soul has nothing to protect walk.
      24.08.2015


      129
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      I hope, it still summer.
      I hope, will be more warm days.
      Trees can't lie, they are not people.
      Near my feet are leaves
      they experienced ruska.
      24.08.2015


      128
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      Tenderly pull closer,
      Hold without a breath,
      Smell the inner beauty,
      Protect dreams at the break of day.
      24.08.2015


      127
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      Compare, compete and never calm.
      Care, change and circulate.
      Climb, clear view and comprehend.
      Complain, complete and in the end – create.
      15.08.2015


      126
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      Find fear and forget.
      Face fairy and forgive.
      Fake friend and fool.
      First feeling – freedom.
      15.08.2015


      125
      *

      Drowning into thoughts, refuse to find way out.
      Mix up dreams and promises till they became equal.
      Find proper words at the road of feelings.
      Stay strong to the test from life,
      drown in hopes.
      15.08.2015


      124
      *

      Words marked paper with letters.
      Action left scars on my heart.
      Past will return to inexistence.
      Ash of experience make shade on the lips.
      15.08.2015


      123
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      Someday I’m brave enough to accept new morning.
      Some hours I’m happy when I read book.
      Some minutes I’m here and now, care less.
      Sometimes I feel the feathers of my wings.
      15.08.2015


      122
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      Overused word – pain.
      Wrong spend time – hope.
      One more try – tomorrow.
      Tears in the eyes not for long.
      15.08.2015


      121
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      It’s became unnecessary to have smile.
      It became usual to have tears in eyes.
      It became acceptable to lost in the mourning.
      It became wrong to get used to such life.
      15.08.2015


      120
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      I know how it feels.
      I know how it hurts.
      I know that is not for ever.
      I know, should be another way.
      15.08.2015


      119
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      I chose words for not to stay in quietness.
      I chose light because I tired of darkness.
      I chose hope instead of deadlock of misunderstanding.
      I chose attempt when had enough power to accomplish it.
      15.08.2015


      118
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      I prefer to tell sharp words.
      I like to have my blade open.
      I am ready to rush into battle.
      What I can do if wounds
      can’t give me calm night dreams?
      15.08.2015


      117
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      The sense of poetry – reflect a soul.
      The sense of breath – to live.
      The sense of love – believe.
      The sense of word – to tell.
      The sense of kiss – forget.
      The sense of poem – truth.
      The sense of sun – be bright.
      The sense of rain – be clear.
      The sense of life – be brave.
      The sense of hope – be strong.
      The sense of language – be a key.
      8.08.2015


      116
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      I try to be quiet, not using empty words.
      I try forgive, forget, be lost and strong.
      But time to time bleeding debris is fall from heart.
      I recognize them and call the poems.
      8.08.2015


      115
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      I love language, word by word.
      I hate words when can’t find in them myself.
      I adore letters which create meaning to my soul.
      I am inside language and language pulsates in my blood.
      8.08.2015


      114
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      Equanimous, I found new word.
      I want to feel it – calm, serene.
      I want to make control of me
      I want to feel myself equanimous.
      8.08.2015


      113
      *

      Smell of petrichor in the morning.
      Believe that all bad was washed away.
      First rain give relief to the earth.
      My soul still waits for healing.
      8.08.2015


      112
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      In rainy days I wait for sun.
      When sun is came, I’m happy and relaxed.
      I want more sun and any rain.
      Just one problem is disturbing me:
      Why is so difficult to write poetry at sunny days?
      In rainy days words for poem drop on paper
      with speed of water.
      8.08.2015


      111
      *

      I can’t create a music tune
      I have only words in my hand.
      I write melody of my mind,
      letters instead of notes, poetry.
      8.08.2015


      110
      *

      I daily have a dance with 26 friends.
      I daily have a fight with 26 enemies.
      I daily have a kiss with 26 lovers.
      I daily have a surprise from 26 magician.
      Letters help me daily.
      Letters prevent my work.
      26 warriors which now in my army.
      26 betrayers which made intrigues.
      26 angels, 26 demons.
      Alphabet is my weapon.
      Alphabet is my weapon.
      Letters make a word.
      With words I create
      universe.
      3.08.2015


      109
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      River of words, which tries to hold my ocean of emotions.
      Shelter of knowledge which can’t express all shadows.
      Rain of narration with story in every drop.
      It’s all inside of me,
      It’s all which I show with help of language.
      3.08.2015


      108
      *

      I crossed a border and I am on new territory.
      I go step by step not knowing what waits me further.
      I am inside of darkness and my flash light is dim,
      I see only that bricks which put ahead myself.
      3.08.2015


      107
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      I collect new words as pebbles from the sea coast
      I pick every one of them which has a sparkle.
      My pockets full of them, my hands still searching for new.
      New words – little treasures which some day became part of
      writing story.
      3.08.2015


      106
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      My poems usually looks like nonsense
      Not story before, any story after.
      It just a breath of aching heart.
      It just a story of my life.
      For life we need a sense?
      From sun we wait just light.
      3.08.2015


      105
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      Words which bleeding on the tip of the pen.
      They are connected with my blood.
      Words which find a way,
      Like a find new reason for hope.
      3.08.2015


      104
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      I'll build castle in the clouds for you.
      Could you start with new roof for my house?
      I'll make bed from flowers for you.
      Could you bring me a warm blanket?
      I'll invent new word to name you.
      Could you hear me when I call you?
      27.07.2015


      103
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      I don't afraid to fall
      I stood up and began all anew.
      I don't afraid to make mistakes
      I still can make better than before.
      I am afraid of one thing,
      When I fall and stood up again
      You didn't give me a hand,
      You didn't catch me.
      You knew that I will stay alive,
      But I was afraid and needed you.
      27.07.2015


      102
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      Day by day, night by night
      I am thinking of your
      I am waiting for you.
      Day is too bright, night is too dark
      I am lost in my thoughts and hopes.
      Day and night came and went away,
      From you is any good news, Odyssey.
      27.07.2015


      101
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      One more step and we'll be together.
      One more step and my hand will hold yours.
      One more step and you'll hear my voice.
      One more step and cold glass touch my face.
      One more step and illusion will go away.
      27.07.2015

      100
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      I promised myself not to count nights without you.
      I promised myself to smile with every thought about you.
      I promised myself to be strong and patient.
      But I didn’t promise myself to agree to life without you.
      19.07.2015


      99
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      Fresh secrets will close old hopes.
      New days will erase previous weeks.
      Future gives us power to begin all anew.
      If you are ready, here is my hand.
      19.07.2015


      98
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      I can’t control you.
      I don’t want to.
      I can’t alert you.
      I regret about it.
      I can’t be near you.
      I cry about that.
      19.07.2015


      97
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      Sleep like a cat on the warm porch.
      Sleep like a butterfly on the tender flower.
      Sleep like a man near woman he loves.
      Sleep and remember when you’ll wake up, life could be better.
      19.07.2015


      96
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      You shall be here, no matter what you think.
      You deserved one more chance to be alive again.
      You will forget about sins and grieves.
      You will forgive yourself because your love is waits for this.
      19.07.2015


      95
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      I want with touch of my hand dispel all your troubles.
      I want with my smile bring back joy to your life.
      I want with my lips open all secrets which you hide.
      I want a lot, but key from the door is in your hand.
      19.07.2015


      94
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      Every scratch and every grief,
      Made you pain and changed you
      Now they are part of you
      Pattern of your story tattooed on your heart.
      19.07.2015


      93
      *

      Create a world – long distance goal.
      Create a dream – thought in the night.
      Create a mood – another book to read.
      Create a poem and say your name.
      19.07.2015


      92
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      Ways we go, stones which made pain to our feet.
      Step by step and day by day.
      Till the right turn in road to good.
      When we understand that this journey made us stronger.
      19.07.2015


      91
      *

      What was your last night dream?
      About whom you think when close your eyes?
      What for accepted you all pain?
      Why not to try and find a new beginning?
      19.07.2015


      90
      *

      I don’t need loud words from you.
      I don’t want public affectations.
      I want whisper in the ear.
      I appreciate all slight actions
      which are shout “I love you”.
      13.07.2015


      89
      *

      Victory and falls, smiles and tears
      Sunny days and rainy nights
      breeze and thunder
      all I like when I feel like you are next to me,
      at length of a touch, at depth of a kiss.
      13.07.2015


      88
      *

      I keep inside of me a fire.
      I keep inside of me rain.
      I keep inside of me breath.
      I save inside me love.
      13.07.2015


      87
      *

      Love has words.
      Love has songs.
      Love has kiss.
      Love has silence.
      Love has respect,
      Love has all,
      just reach for it.
      13.07.2015


      86
      *

      Curtains of rain close me from the pain.
      Tranquil whisper calms me down.
      Drop by drop on the ground,
      Drop by drop my hope will grow.
      Drop by drop, like step by step
      For one day when we met under the rain.
      13.07.2015


      85
      *

      What I do, I do for you.
      What I dream, I dream about you.
      What I hope, I hope with you.
      What I scare, I scared without you.
      13.07.2015


      84
      *

      Whisper back to me.
      Tell all words which I want to hear.
      Whisper wishes after know mine
      Tell all that you want and afraid
      Whisper back and dreams will shine.
      Tell all secrets and we’ll make new.
      Whisper back to me.
      13.07.2015


      83
      *

      In every written word I feel myself alive.
      In every created story I put a part of me.
      In every imagined dream I left a place for you.
      In every night pray I tell your name.
      13.07.2015


      82
      *

      What about you are smiling?
      It’s about you.
      What about you are crying?
      It’s about you.
      What about you are dreaming?
      It’s about you.
      What about you are waiting?
      For you.
      13.07.2015


      81
      *

      You can’t hide a love
      Like you can’t hide a fire.
      You can’t hide a love
      Like you can’t hide a rain.
      You can’t hide a love
      Like you can’t hide a smile in your eyes.
      You can’t hide a love
      and don’t try to hide it.
      13.07.2015


      80
      *

      My love is simple like a breath.
      My love is strong like hurricane.
      My love is in my veins with blood.
      My love is in every word I wrote.
      13.07.2015


      79
      *

      I can’t describe how I love you.
      I don’t know how to say about my feelings.
      When wind touch the river as gentle as could,
      When sun play with leaves as joyful as want,
      When bird sing in tree to beautiful day,
      When rainbow with sun will kiss after rain
      In all that moments I’d like to say:
      I love you, but can’t find a words.
      13.07.2015


      78
      *

      Door to my soul was opened to you.
      You came without invitation.
      I show you all.
      You made few remarks and
      went away.
      For now must I close the door
      or
      wait for your return.
      6.07.2015


      77
      *

      Do you believe in paradise?
      Do you believe in happy days?
      Do you agree to answer now,
      This day,
      when you are still in hell.
      6.07.2015


      76
      *

      No beginning, no end.
      Crying, laughing, scared, happy.
      All the same, all the days.
      No beginning, no end.
      Plans, actions, results and aims.
      No beginning, no end.
      6.07.2015


      75
      *

      I miss the days which went away.
      I miss the days which will come.
      I miss the noise, I miss the quietness
      And most of all I miss you.
      6.07.2015


      74
      *

      Relax, no more to worry.
      Relax, you can accomplish this.
      Relax, it’s not the end tomorrow.
      Relax, you still could make a wish.
      Relax, forget about troubles.
      Relax and start to breath.
      Relax, you still alive.
      Relax, tomorrow will be sun again.
      6.07.2015


      73
      *

      I wish to wake up from your steps.
      I wish to wake up from the smell of fresh coffee.
      I wish to not afraid of news.
      I wish believe that it will be beginning
      not the pause before the end.
      6.07.2015


      72
      *

      Daydream, not cry.
      Kiss well and delicate.
      Find happiness in honey.
      Don’t make a puzzled face
      It’s little poem not a riddle.
      6.07.2015


      71
      *

      You think my heart is broken.
      You think this is pieces of my soul.
      For every one that's true.
      But you, you have power
      To see the sun in every part
      Arrange new ornament
      from colourful pieces
      of my life.
      29.06.2015


      70
      *

      My life is words around me.
      My paint is words inside me.
      My dreams is words on paper.
      My silence is words which I want to tell you.
      29.06.2015


      69
      *

      Insomnia, I used to hate it.
      Insomnia, I wanted to cope with it.
      Insomnia, I wait for it now.
      Insomnia, my words to you.
      Insomnia, my thoughts for you.
      Insomnia, my meeting with you.
      29.06.2015


      68
      *

      I have fire in my eyes.
      I have poison in my words.
      If you came closer for two steps
      You'll see inner me.
      I have warmth in my eyes.
      I have healing in my words.
      29.06.2015


      67
      *

      Wake up in the morning
      Write few poems.
      This is a life of a dream
      or curse which eat you from inside.
      29.06.2015


      66
      *

      You made mistakes, You were wrong.
      Like all of us and daily.
      Forgive yourself and don't afraid forgetfulness.
      There are people who always will remember all your faults,
      they'll give you all facts with pleasure.
      Forgive yourself and try to make one person happy.
      29.06.2015


      65
      *

      You are my hurricane
      You are my wind
      You are my sunshine
      You are my rain
      You are my hope
      You are my tears
      You are my coldness
      You are my warmth
      You are mine
      As I am yours.
      29.06.2015


      64
      *

      When everyone are going away,
      What can I said?
      What can I do?
      Just know, I’m here,
      Watch your fight.
      I’m on your side.
      You notice me at once.
      I’m one, instead of crowd.
      20.06.2015


      63
      *

      Rain on the window again and again
      It could wash away all my pain.
      But eyes are empty of tears,
      They all are on street with the rain.
      20.06.2015


      62
      *

      I’m full of words
      which fight inside of me like thunderstorm.
      I’m full of pain
      which try to spoil my every day.
      I’m full of sorrow
      which bring me every day.
      I’m full of love
      which cure everything.
      20.06.2015


      61
      *

      I don’t know where to go, where to stay.
      I’m lost and tired of ignoring hell around me.
      My wound need a peace.
      My brain need a hope.
      My heart heal it’s pieces.
      20.06.2015


      60
      *

      One day the war will stop
      One day sun shine bright
      One day it all became a past
      One day we see mistakes
      One day it gone forever
      What is the date of that
      one
      day.
      20.06.2015


      59
      *

      If you became my mirror, I can’t see you.
      If you became my wings, I can’t see you.
      If you became my breath, I can’t see you.
      But, maybe, it’s not for sure.
      So let’s try.
      20.06.2015


      58
      *

      Cold cup of tea is in my hand
      I still touch it, when all is gone.
      I just think, hope, dream.
      Nothing changed after cup of tea
      For better future I’ll made one more
      Cup of tea full of warmth and hope.
      20.06.2015


      57
      *

      Don’t give up and fight.
      Make your next step better.
      You didn’t owe nothing to anyone
      It’s only you whom you could disappoint.
      20.06.2015


      56
      *

      We all looking for love.
      To us told to make so.
      We wait and search.
      We try and fall.
      We forget sleepless nights
      We hope for wonderful morning.
      Are we looking for sun?
      Are we searching for night?
      You love will find you
      No matter where are you hiding.
      20.06.2015


      55
      *

      Start new day in the morning
      Start new life on Monday
      Be happy no matter what.
      Why we chose dreams as goals?
      No one want live in truth.
      Headache in the morning.
      Forgotten plans in the Monday.
      Trifle which spoil our life.
      We want make dreams real
      and try and start, succeed.
      20.06.2015


      54
      *

      I count your words as promises
      You used them to talk.
      I believed in my dreams
      You told about your life.
      I waiting for your next step
      You made move back.
      Sometimes I think it’s dance
      But I can’t get the tune.
      20.06.2015


      53
      *

      What is your route?
      Where are you go?
      When you want to be there?
      I asked you because I know my answers.
      My road has you as landmark.
      I go where I will see you.
      I am already here,
      it's you who didn't come
      yet.
      15.06.2015


      52
      *

      I afraid to forget your voice.
      I afraid to not remember your smile.
      I wait for moment when your arms are around me.
      I afraid that I will lost myself without your kiss.
      15.06.2015


      51
      *

      Wind with a smell of the rain.
      Did you feel it on your skin
      like I feel it on my face?
      Hope you do.
      In drop of rain you'll find my tears too.
      15.06.2015


      50
      *

      To spread butter on bread
      To fill cup with the milk
      To open window for wind
      and at once feel myself near you.
      15.06.2015


      49
      *

      Apple give life to tree
      Egg will became a hen.
      Ink will became a poem
      or blot on the paper.
      We always prefer the ink,
      because we think that could control it.
      We afraid, that apple on our table
      will have independent life
      like an egg.
      15.06.2015


      48
      *

      My old house has creak floor.
      When you step on it,
      after a few seconds
      old wood make echo of your steps.
      Even in rainy day you never feel alone.
      Steps on floor are still here.
      15.06.2015


      47
      *

      Roses clustered round the house,
      bees flying above them.
      Lovely to see that they
      find each other more attractive
      than old bush and worm.
      15.06.2015


      46
      *

      Don't be afraid – I heard your voice.
      Don't be afraid. I'm with you.
      Pain walk away, deep breath.
      Smile and awful wake up in reality.
      I'm afraid, you are not with me.
      Like always, just bad dream.
      9.06.2015


      45
      ***

      Just for a day all dreams come true.
      No more tears, no more waiting.
      Just for a life change in everything.
      Sadness in eyes only as shadow from sun.
      7.06.2015


      44
      ***

      Wait, wait. Again and again.
      For better life, another day.
      Live, come back. Forget about pain.
      New day and smile in the morning.
      7.06.2015


      43
      ***

      After all this I still breath.
      It’s my daily mystery.
      I believed in your eyes
      Truth in depth of them.
      Please, be careful
      with pieces of my heart.
      6.06.2015


      42
      ***

      I want to be rain on your window
      That you will look at street through my tears.
      I want to be sun behind the rain.
      Warmth which save everything.
      I want to be near you.
      Close curtains.
      Forget about sun and rain.
      6.06.2015


      41
      ***

      I am ready to sacrifice my talent for you.
      I am ready to sacrifice my dreams for you.
      I am ready to be who you want me to be.
      But you ask for nothing,
      because you love me.
      31.05.2015


      40
      ***

      Love note, words which written by my hand.
      Love note which I could put into your pocket.
      Love note which you see when just looking for a pen.
      Love note which make you smile.
      Love note which I create in my mind.
      Love note isn’t in your pocket yet.
      31.05.2015


      39
      ***

      Your smile sparkle from all my poems.
      Your sadness in all my writings.
      Your voice behind lines which I tell.
      Your hands will leaf through this book.
      31.05.2015


      38
      ***

      Stay! Begging and wish!
      Be with me! Confession.
      Forever! A dream.
      Now! Illusion of hope.
      You and me! Understanding.
      Patience! Only way.
      Love! One word, whole life.
      31.05.2015


      37
      ***

      Masquerade, hide your face and dance with whom you want.
      Masquerade, be yourself, when closed by mask.
      Masquerade, open your deep wishes.
      Masquerade, find behind the mask dear eyes.
      31.05.2015


      36
      ***

      One more day, one more night without you.
      I try to be calm, I try to be wise.
      What for?
      To be forever with you.
      Forget to count days and nights with you.
      31.05.2015


      35
      ***

      I chose red lipstick
      with dark sunglasses.
      My smile would be bright.
      My eyes hidden with the glass.
      I will look fine. I will look good.
      Red lipstick and sunglasses
      are beautiful cover for daylight.
      Who cares when I cry at night?
      28.05.2015


      34
      ***

      I know, I will be fine
      Some place with someone.
      I promise to myself -
      Somehow, someday.
      I will survive from now
      Somewhere, but don’t know
      how.
      25.05.2015


      33
      ***

      Past, previous life which you lived without me.
      I wanted fire which make it ashes.
      I wanted water that make it flow.
      I wanted wind which blow away it.
      I know if it will be true
      And you forget your past
      You’ll never find a way to me.
      24.05.2015


      32
      ***

      Please, close the door
      Leave all the people there,
      Their voices, thoughts, dreams.
      Just two of us in wordless conversation.
      Please, close the door
      We’ll run away from everyone.
      They never catch us, we could fly.
      Just two of us and endless night.
      Please, close the door.
      24.05.2015


      31
      ***

      Your eyes see the world around you.
      I want to be whole world to you.
      Your ears listen to music and random talks
      I want that my whisper will be louder than all noise.
      Your arms gently holds a cup of hot tea
      I want that you hold tight me.
      Your body covered with clothes which give you style
      I want to feel your warmth beneath the blanket.
      You made from pieces of universe and words
      I want you accept my smile and my tears in your soul.
      24.05.2015


      30
      ***

      You are mine.
      Words which say over and over.
      You are mine.
      For bitter and sweet.
      Are you mine?
      And heart scary to beat.
      16.05.2015


      29
      ***

      I want to read you thoughts in your eyes.
      I want to move away your pain with touch of my hand.
      I want to heard all what you afraid to say aloud
      I want to be near, for now and forever.
      17.05.2015


      28
      ***

      You are far away from me.
      I live like feel your breath.
      Only at night dream we are together.
      Sad, sometimes I wish that all will change.
      Live feel your breath, be together.
      But never be near and feel far away.
      17.05.2015


      27
      ***

      Your name is my lullaby.
      Your name is thunder in the night.
      Your name is rain on window.
      To your name I never want to say goodbye.
      10.05.2015


      26
      ***

      If you stay, you stay consciously
      For better or for worse
      with open eyes.
      You agree to be here.
      If you don’t know how it end
      You just trust.
      10.05.2015


      25
      ***

      What to ask if the answer will be yes?
      What to wait if the answer will be now?
      What to dream if it will come true?
      Before all that be real you
      ask,
      wait,
      dream.
      10.05.2015


      24
      ***

      First thought at morning
      Last thought at night.
      They call it obsession.
      I call it love.
      10.05.2015


      23
      ***

      Why came again in dream?
      Why I wake up with happy smile?
      I am not happy of the sun.
      I wait for night to meet you
      in my dream.
      10.05.2015


      22
      ***

      Every language has it’s letters.
      Every poem need words.
      Some poetry could be told
      with lips touch
      not with letters.
      10.05.2015


      21
      ***

      Tonight I want...
      I want to take a pen in hand
      Write what I want in plain.
      Than my heartbeat starts to rise,
      I put the pen away.
      Tonight I want...
      It’s easy say than do.
      I want not write, not tell.
      Some night I want do.
      10.05.2015


      20
      Shared story

      Good and bad, fun and tears
      It was between us.
      We still believe it cost it all.
      No word to say aloud.
      Good and bad, fun and tears.
      It will be forever.
      Shared story of our hearts.


      19
      ***

      Past and present.
      Future is in clouds.
      We hope, believe.
      We go every step
      To find and answer,
      to find a truth.
      Step by step
      Past is far away from us.
      Future is in clouds.


      18
      ***

      I want to ask you thousand of questions.
      I want to hear hours of answers.
      I want to know more.
      I want to tell not less.
      I want to talk.
      And when I talk
      I want to see your eyes,
      Not mirage which is in my mind.


      17
      ***

      Not let go.
      Don’t hear what other say.
      Not let go
      If heart will tell you hold.
      Not let go.
      Don’t be afraid of tears.
      Not let go.
      Hold on and not let go.


      16
      ***

      Don’t be afraid of every noise at night.
      Don’t be suspicious of every shadow which is near your window.
      It’s only life which fly around you.
      You window with a light
      after the midnight
      could also
      scary
      someone.


      15
      ***

      Your soul is suffering
      Your heart is aching
      Your brain believes in happy end
      And you have my whole support.
      28/03/2015


      14
      ***

      You know that I miss your smile
      You know that I like you happy
      But when you sad and lonely
      I’m here to stop your pain.
      28/03/2015


      13
      ***

      Some scars will cure time.
      Some pain will be forget.
      All what will left
      I’ll help to fix.
      28/03/2015


      12
      ***

      It’s so nice to have my own planet.
      It’s so lonely to live on that.
      Even rose
      Can’t replace whole universe without your planet.
      28/03/2015


      11
      ***

      I know, you will be near.
      I know, I can wait.
      I am not complain and cry,
      Just want to put my head
      on your shoulder.


      10
      ***

      Sometimes I think that everything illusion.
      Reality is far away and have another route.
      I ask for prove from miracle connection.
      I feel the pain and know, all is truth.


      9
      ***

      Do you love him?
      He is reason for my smile.
      He is light in darkness.
      Thought of him give me strength.
      My heart has wounds after his words.
      He is reason for my tears.
      Yes, I love him.


      8
      ***

      What is the noise? - You asked me again.
      I didn’t hear nothing.
      It annoys me.
      It will soon pass. - I answer.
      It was sound of my wings
      but you never noticed.


      7
      *
      Yorik’s answer

      I’m fool, you are a prince.
      But at the end of play
      We both are dead.
      Why bother with costume?


      6
      ***

      Poem on bus ticket back

      I want to write a poem.
      I have just one pen.
      And bus ticket till
      the end of journey.
      I find empty space,
      I write a poem,
      But then I drop it
      in the trash.
      If anyone wants
      to publish all
      bust ticket back poems
      remember,
      one of them is
      mine.


      5
      ***

      Keep moving pen across the page
      at end of trip you’ll find your poem.
      If you would be lucky
      you will find a rhyme.
      If you are gifted
      you’ll find
      reflection of your soul.


      4
      ***

      Friend shot you in the back.
      Injury, pain will stop someday.
      Forget, shut up, forgive, come back.
      Give yourself an opportunity to die from another
      friendly shot.


      3
      ***

      Seasoned soldier

      Seasoned soldier was famous in the pub.
      He know all, all know him
      and his tales about war.
      One day he came so pity and wet
      from another pub.
      What happened? - All asked him.
      I met a man.
      And what?
      He knew how riffle is look like...


      2
      ***

      Despair, disaster, revenge
      I turned off the news.
      Daydream, friendship and love.
      I close my eyes.
      I try to forget what I had seen.
      Nightmare and last news,
      I can’t see the difference between them
      no more.


      1
      ***

      He tried hard to find a key
      To find a key which will unlock that door.
      He asked help from God and people
      no one told where is that key.
      He lost his hope.
      He kneels.
      He put his head on the cold metal of lock...
      And with a sound of relief
      unlocked door opened to him.

      poetry-by-Kateryna-Aksonova



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